Our First child, Never saw him/her.

I am a 22 year ould women and my Husband and I were expecting our first child in December. Now we were not planing on getting Pregnet, but when we found out we were we were so happy. We started looking at baby stuff when ever we went out some were, just thinking that we need to get all this stuff. But then on May 26th, I had some bledding. I was so scared that day too that something would go wrong. We went in to the doctors and they had to do an ultrasound. The Tech was looking all around then she put the auto on to hear the babys hart beat. I will never forget the because there was nothing but the sounds in my. I was almost 12 weeks, but he baby it self was only 7 weeks. This has been the hardest thing we have ever had to go though. I am having a really hard time dealing with this. Because it was taking from us, Alls I want is to have that back. I want to feel it growing inside me, feel it kick, have my belly get big and round. Now I just feel really empty. My Husband is great. I am so thankful he has been with me through all of this. He keeps telling me that we will try again and I can't wait for that. Even though we never saw our baby We still miss it so much. We don't even know if it would have been a boy or a gril. I can't wait to start our family again now. Thanks for letting me share our story.